...lost...this is how I would call myself at the moment...lost in my thoughts...feelings...emotions. the day has 24 hours but for me it feels it is a long continuous moment....from time to time I am getting back in my world and start imagining how my future could be , but I want to live in the present, NOW...but what I have now is not what I want I think, is not complete...I miss my country, my friends, my family, I miss the mountains and the feeling of walking bear foot on the hot sand on the beach or in the cold sea in the evenings...
...I miss the days of being in school, thinking that the world would end if I fail an exam...oh dear there are sooo many things I miss still a lot that I have but at the moment I am not able to find them...or I am not able to find myself....
...Don't think that I am depressed...I am not. I am just melancholic:) and I can imagine this posting makes no sense, but this is how I feel at the moment...Lost,but in a good sense...:)
2 comments:
I hear you sister ;)
here at ur service when it comes to dreaming,
a.
I feel the same... I guess it's just the fact the one is far from home... you don't have those things that make you feel like home...
I'm also counting the moments to go back home... but I hope I won't do this the whole year... I hope it's just the period... a period that will pass and I will enjoy my time away from home :)
Good luck!!!
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