bouncing thougths....

first sunny days in England...it smells like summer and the sky is blue,the parks are full of couples holding hands, kids playing or enjoying in a childish way an ice-cream....I feel free and I feel good when I am out...watching the sky and the white fluffy clouds forming different forms...listening to the birds singing and smiling to the kids next to you when they come and ask if you want to play with them:)

...I had a long weekend as my sister visited me....time went by very fast and now we are back in the routine. One thing I realised - that we grew up and each of us has her own life...it is strange how you spend and share the most important years of the life with a brother or sister and suddenly you realise that you are just visiting each other from time to time....and it still feels like you have never been apart... I feel is the same with souls friends - "prieteni de suflet" - that no matter how far you are you feel like you were together all the time...Kaisa and Yat Wan are a good example as well...we came together the 3 of us after 11 months and had a long evening of talking and staying with each other like the good old times when we use to share the same flat in beautiful Vienna...we never know when our life roads will come together again...for sure for one of our weddings:)

...going back to work today I realised once again that the business world with the 9am-5pm is not for me...one more time I can say that FREEDOM is one of the things that guides my life...I don't like being dependent on somebody else....as well I ask myself "what is the impact that I have?"...what can I do to feel that what I do is more meaningful?...I have no answer but I feel that social world is one blinking answer reminding me one more time that I have a dream and I should start getting it to life...

...walking back from work I realised how frustrated I am on what happens in the world...on how ignorant some people are including me ... how less we know about the world and how easy we can say "It is sad isn't it?" when we see how natural disasters kill thousands of people in one hour... and what do we do?? MONEY!!! pieces of paper with numbers on them...pieces of paper that are more worth than the life of thousands of humans...

...the whole price crisis is killing a lot of people that can't afford buying food...and guess what? other sell the rice on double or even more expensive on the market to of course MAKE MONEY!... is it true that money keep the happiness??

I think they can entertain it but they are not the ultimatum....and as well I believe we can make money from helping other and share what we have...I need to remind myself this every day! IT IS LIFE THAT COUNTS NOT A NUMBER OF A PIECE OF PAPER!