I feel good and in peace.The weekend I spent at home with my family and friends confirmed me how important they are for me and got me closer to Romania. Now I start to see myself going back to Romania and starting a life there ... a life that nowhere else I would have. Maybe not even in Austria the place that I love so much and that I feel I belong to.
Emotional vs. Rational => this weekend I did everything based on my feelings and not on my thoughts...had long evenings with my boys, told people what I feel, skipped exams even if they were my reason of being home this weekend....and all this for what? SIMPLY to make me feel good and recharge my batteries....
To be surrounded by people was the thing I needed the most at this point of time...and not any person but by people I love and have a deep connection with....I took time - little but better than nothing - to meet the ones I wanted to see and have a drink or renew our connection.
Before I left I stayed in London and went out for a party. The strange thing is that I met a girl from Bahrain that I got to know last year this time in Austria. This made me think a lot of my connection with my friends there and the country. I miss my life there...I miss the smell of Gluehwein ... the Zanonni icecream and a walk around the Danube or Heldenplatz....a good coffe with a friend in Roast or on the main stairs of the university....I am wondering what will happen with me and Austria...me and Romania...me and the rest of the world...
Emotional vs. Rational => this weekend I did everything based on my feelings and not on my thoughts...had long evenings with my boys, told people what I feel, skipped exams even if they were my reason of being home this weekend....and all this for what? SIMPLY to make me feel good and recharge my batteries....
To be surrounded by people was the thing I needed the most at this point of time...and not any person but by people I love and have a deep connection with....I took time - little but better than nothing - to meet the ones I wanted to see and have a drink or renew our connection.
Before I left I stayed in London and went out for a party. The strange thing is that I met a girl from Bahrain that I got to know last year this time in Austria. This made me think a lot of my connection with my friends there and the country. I miss my life there...I miss the smell of Gluehwein ... the Zanonni icecream and a walk around the Danube or Heldenplatz....a good coffe with a friend in Roast or on the main stairs of the university....I am wondering what will happen with me and Austria...me and Romania...me and the rest of the world...
Last week I decided I want to go and live in South America after I finish my internship in the UK...something is calling me there...I want to live the music ...to dance salsa on the beach and drink a cocktail in the shadow of a palm tree... to live a simple life and learn the language of emotions and feelings.... I don't know what will be but I am sure and eagger to make my experience and life unforgetable and I want to live every single moment! To count the moments my breath is taken and not the moments I breath....
Full Speed towards a breath-taking exeperience!
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